一个人生活

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       转眼爸妈过来一个半月的假就这么过完了，昨天送他们到机场，说好不会稀里哗啦的，但最后看着他们进入安检口，眼泪终究是没忍住。想着差不多可能还有快一年才能再见到他们，心里真是万分舍不得。所以说送机的人永远比离开的人难过，因为那种目送远离的感觉真是不好受，好似自己一个人被抛在后面。

      最后两个星期一直似有似无的念叨着希望他们可以多留一段时间，或是这次把我打包回家，虽然是玩笑话，但心里真的想着，如果没有着束缚还是回家好了。离家太久了，心里一直牵挂着。与爸妈团聚的这段时间，是快乐幸福的。也许是太快乐，觉得时间过得飞快，总也过不够似的。这次也带着爸妈在英国到处转了转，到最后两天只是静静的呆在家陪着他们，也没什么多余的话好说，却贪恋着那种温暖安全的感觉。是的，只是安静的呆在一起，即使各自做着各自的事也觉得幸福。我猜这就是家人吧~

       今天是他们回国的第一天，房子一下变得空空的，掏出钥匙开门的时候想着不会再听到因为按铃而回答的“喂”，不知不觉就又湿了脸颊。下午一个人出门逛了逛，也打了电话知道他们安全到达北京，旅途一切顺利。只是你们知道么？我已经开始想念了~

Too many things happend these days. For me, nothing is more happy since my Dad and Mom been here to company me for one and half month. I couldn't be more joyful recently. Nothing to worry, nothing to care, cause they are always there to surppot me just as in my childhood. Life couldn't be more happy like this. After 3 years apart from home, I really feel as long as getting close to my family, every day looks sunny to me even though sometimes I am told off a lit bit for being too excited.

 

But despite my happiness, life still has its cruel face. One of my friends ended up her 5-year relation ship after she discovered her boyfriend cheating. I was standing by her for the last three years and seen how much effort she's been put into this relationship. The news was just voked out the very first day of their holiday in Turky. When I got her message, I really did not know what to say. I just feel bad for her. Do all the men have to behave like that? Does life have to go in that way? Why people cannot be happy ever after?  After two weeks, She lost at least 12 pounds. That is the best dieting way I have ever seen. No wonder my girl friends always say: Want to lose weight? Just get dumped. But even so, I wish I will never try it.

 

Another friend got crashed these days. She cannot really hold herself up any more due to the pressure of life and work. Well, mostly of the work and visa problems. As sponsored by her govenment she have to work at least 7 years for a certain university after graduation. That is pretty much the most golden age of her life. We have discussed about this before and she told me that her life had been planned and she would miss a lot of fun being in a predictable life. I also joked that she'd sold herself for such a low price and I shall pay more if I can do her the trade. " It is just too many issues and I afraid I cannot hold up." That is what she usually said these days. Now her birthday is near and I just want her to be happy again. Nothing is impossible. Nothing is unchangeble. Nothing is unsolveable. Girl, just stick to youself. You will get through it. This is just life. There are always high mountains and deep oceans in front of us. Maybe they seems scaring but the joy after conquer them is unmeasurable. Beat it~

 

I just wish when I am enjoying the happiness, all my friends will also feel the same way. As I said, this is just life. Nothing is a big deal.

 

 

       哈哈，老爸老妈来了，太爽了啊~

Micheal Jackson is reported dead on 26th, June.

Goodbye, Micheal~

       从小就被教导说: 这世上没有后悔药吃, 行动前要好好考虑. 可是人有时候就是偏偏不信邪, 头脑发热一时冲动,事后后悔连连.

       有些事做了就是做了, 错了就是错了,没得重来. 与其困在原地感叹过失,到不如好好想想如何弥补吧~

       你是这样, 我是这样, 人人都是一样. 还有什么好说的呢?

 

 

 

 

 

 

     今年的生日平静又不平常。其实可能是因为人慢慢长大，又离家三年，虽然年年都有朋友陪在身边过生日，但是年年物是人非，加上爸妈都不在身边，所以对于生日的定义是越来越模糊。今年更是如此，加上前段时间一直忙实验和assessment，所以差不多都不记得日子怎么过了。所以自己心里暗暗打算不要大动干戈，但还是小小私心的买了份礼物满足自己。

      生日离近时，不断通过MSN，QQ，短信收到朋友们的祝福，虽然远隔万里，虽然不在身边，一句简单的生日快乐，让我的心温暖起来。呵呵，半夜零时的祝福，虽然人睡得迷迷糊糊，但是Pin和Jia的心意却让我顿时没有睡意，心里感动着。早上心情愉快的去实验室工作，还没开始就收到Sam的贺卡和礼物，虽然重来没跟她提过自己的生日。不多会儿Alex也提着一瓶Rose来祝我生辰快乐。太多意外的惊喜和快乐，让我不知道说什么好，才感觉到语言的匮乏，不知道如何恰当的表示自己的谢意。唯有不停的谢谢身边的朋友。下班后Angeline约我一起吃饭，两个抱怨着又老了一岁，行情走低，越发难得找到好男人。吃着聊着，笑着说着，听着她说“我当然记得今天是你的生日”，突然有了想要落泪的冲动。是的，身边总是有这些朋友，虽然年年有朋友离开，又认识新的朋友。不论多久，不论在哪儿，身边总是有这些朋友。也许只是简单的一句问候，也许仅仅只是一个微笑，就足以让我觉得不再是一个人，不再是与世隔绝,不再觉得太过寂寞。我很庆幸能够认识你们！~ 谢谢你们~

 

PS：谢谢Pin&Jia 带来的三重惊喜~ 

      谢谢Alex, Angeline,Sam, Paul, Heather, Alastair, Hong, Jun chow, Zuo, ，Kiwi, Wanbing~

      谢谢老爸老妈，谢谢老妹~  我爱你们~